Romanced by the King of All Ages

Wah... Sunday was super scary for me manz... when I took the mic for the 1st svc... my hands were shaking... I only started not being scared aft the 2nd svc *hehe* anywayz... It wasn't for my own glory... all glory goes to Jesus... *haha* yupz... I'll enjoy singing for Christ no matter where I'm placed :wink:
Amen!

Yeah!!! *haha*
Anywayz... got scolded by Wendy on wed... apparently, I was getting lazy... on my way home... The Lord just told me... "If u can expect a Spirit of Excellence from ur OHP ppl... Why can't u expect one from yourself?" I guess that turned me around... From now on... I'm gonna serve with all my heart... no-matter where I find myself... And not only that... I've gonna live my life in every aspect with that Spirit of Excellence... knowing that the only reason I can do that, Is coz He loves me so much, He gave His life for me :wink:

Sheesh... finally...
*haha* Yesterday I go my fingers caught between a glass door... *oww~!* Dat hurt...
Anywayz... Karen said I needed to work on my enounciation yesterday... Addy and Joy were helping me work on it... *Man~!* It's like learning a whole new language man... like I gotta pronounce 'for' as "four"... And I needa work on my "S's"... They said I sounded too "Third Day"... y'know... I always thought I was quite goot already... I guess I was wrong man... nvm... I'll trust God ya? And like Lauda was telling me that day... Be happy, live in the moment... If I take where I am now as a step to something greater... I won't enjoy it... =) so... yup... I love to sing.. and ya... I'm happy doing what I do :wink:

*haha* Went bowling today for the TZT team... disappointed myself with some real crap scores... :cry:
Wadeva... Jesus still loves me... *haha*
Went to build sandcastles aft that... I made a sand bed... *hehe*
Then aft that I played pool with Hogan, Pierson and Jacob... =)

Enough fun man... it's time to get down to some serious studying for that stupid SS prelim... which I will do well in... It's food for me man... I know my God! =)

Yay live recording! 1st time I've got to worship without constraint in a really long time! felt so free man... *haha*

As I worshiped, I just knew that, well, Jesus loves me =) that was something that I had probably forgotten... kinda wierd for a guy who claims his very life itself is based on the fact that Jesus loves him... I guess that I've been too caught up by my school work and my upcoming prelims, that, hey... I just 4got about the one most important thing in my life...

John 15:13-Greater love has no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.

And that love... His love for me was what made Him die a losers death... His love for me was what made Him take those stripes...that love was the only thing that kept Him going on when the nails tore thru his flesh, when He was beaten, laughed at, spit at...
that love was what kept Him on the cross when He could have come down anytime He wanted...
He saw me...

I wasn't worth the price He paid... I should have paid for my own sins... I should have been the one crucified that day... but [b]no[/b]... I wasn't there... I'm living a life of victory now... only because of His love for me...

There are always times that I forget... but He always reminds me... His love never lets me go... without it... I will die... But I know that He will never leave me... not for what I've done, or what I will become... It's coz He says... "I will never leave you nor forsake you!" and that's a promise!

[b]Jesus Loves me!![/b]

I "zhao sia'd" on stage today... hope no one noticed it... *hee* met Lynn on ze way home... taught her the lyrics to the song that I "zhao sia'd" on... *haha*

David sang some of the songs he wrote to me *man* he's good... maybe I might use some of his songs for my band... =)

Grandad's B'dae party's later... gotta get ready soon...

Party!!! FOOD!!! *Drools*

Just was drawn to reading my old bible study notes... when I came across this, Man!! I feel good now!!! =)

The bible says,"He will never leave you nor forsake you!" no matter what, what choices you make, or how big a mistake you've made, He will be by ur side to steady you =) Romans 8:37-39 says that, we are [b]MORE THAN CONQUERORS[/b]-"hooper-ni kao" means to totally vanquish, gain a decisive victory! How? [b]Thru Him who luvs us![/b] The word luv-"Agapaho" means to literally [i]breathe after[/i]...
means [b]He luvs u so much, to Him, u are life itself![/b]
contd- Neither death, life, angels, principalities, power-"dunamis"(miracles) , things present, things to come, not height-"hoop-so-mah"(barr iers), nor depth-"bathos"(mystery), or any created thing shall be able to seperate us from the love of God! =) now ain't that cool? *Hee`*

Boring day... yadayada... *haha*
Only 1 lesson in sch today-Physics... Learnt about transformers... ya know... Autobots and Deceptacons... *oops* I meant step up/step down transformers... *haha*
Spent the entire day in school doodling away... should have brought my Bible... can there be better timing? The day I forget to bring my Bible turns out to be the most boring day in school history... *MAN*
Oh well... I'm not going to sch tml... coz there aren't ANY lessons tml... Thursday's impt though... gonna finish my Art project tml morning... =)

Hmm... Today was really fun... tiring though... I almost fell off the stage 3 times today... *haha* guess I was jumping too high...

I've been wondering these days... If my singing all the while was one big performance, or was it really worship?
I just asked the Lord today... If I made the right choices... and hey, He just made me remember a prayer I made, years ago...

"Lord, use me... And if I ever say that I don't want you to use me anymore, take it that I've gone mad! Coz I never want to live a life without your purpose..."

*haha* It was like He just told me, "Hey, don't worry! I will lead you, and in My time, you will see My end results..."

And as I opened my bible to confirm it, I was just lead to John 4... so I checked up my Message bible... and this is what I got...

- But the time is coming--it has, in fact, come--when what you're called will not matter and where you go to worship will not matter. "It's who you are and the way you live that count before God. Your worship must engage your spirit in the pursuit of truth. That's the kind of people the Father is out looking for: [b]those who are simply and honestly themselves before him in their worship.[/b]

Man! I've got a good Dad...