truly by His grace...
02.28.05 (6:45 pm) [edit]
wanna see a miracle?
my prelim results... just see for urself...
and guess how much i got for my 'O's...
13...
thirteen...
i'll say that again...
t h i r t e e n
gotta be God's grace... see for urself...
when i went to collect my results today...
i realised for the first time that my heart was capable of beating so fast... and my legs just kinda felt like jelly...
kinda like the first time i sang on main stage... yeah... only that no one was listening... and i wasn't singing...
when belinda charles read out the top student's names...
she was like...
"nicholas lee"
*nvm... it's ok...*
"al hafeez"
*erm... nvm i'm still gonna do well*
"bryan ambrose"
*oh man... shit...*
"wong jian ping"
*!^%@$#$!%*
"asher low"
*HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
haha... praise Jesus... His grace is always there for me...
His favor is always there for me...
His extravagant love for me... never fails...
even though i screw up all the time...
it still turns out good... :wink:
my prelim results... just see for urself...
and guess how much i got for my 'O's...
13...
thirteen...
i'll say that again...
t h i r t e e n
gotta be God's grace... see for urself...
when i went to collect my results today...
i realised for the first time that my heart was capable of beating so fast... and my legs just kinda felt like jelly...
kinda like the first time i sang on main stage... yeah... only that no one was listening... and i wasn't singing...
when belinda charles read out the top student's names...
she was like...
"nicholas lee"
*nvm... it's ok...*
"al hafeez"
*erm... nvm i'm still gonna do well*
"bryan ambrose"
*oh man... shit...*
"wong jian ping"
*!^%@$#$!%*
"asher low"
*HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
haha... praise Jesus... His grace is always there for me...
His favor is always there for me...
His extravagant love for me... never fails...
even though i screw up all the time...
it still turns out good... :wink:
undeserved favor!
02.23.05 (9:43 pm) [edit]
oh man... i got the You Gave cd... and i definately didn't deserve it lar... i mean ya... i was supposed to be in the recording... but i took leave to study... so i wasn't lar... but they still gave me one free copy...
undeserved sia... like everything that has ever happened to me...
God is good... yup...
i didn't deserve to be the top N level student... coz i studied for all my exams one day in advance...
but God was faithful...
i didn't deserve to get to sing in orchard...
i didn't deserve to get to sing on main stage...
in fact... i don't even deserve to be able to sing...
i'm not the best singer ard... i realise that... after singing together with ronnie, addy, sean and gerald...
in fact... if it wasnt for His grace... i'll still be as tone deaf as ever...
i didn't deserve to be a mighty man...
i didn't deserve to have LaoDa as my mentor...
look at me... this guy with the ultra colorful past...
if you knew me 6 years ago... you would cringe...
7 years ago... you wouldn't even wanna be associated with the likes of me...
but God is good... yeah...
there're so many things i wanna say... but if i do... it'll take me forever to type it out... *haha*
sometimes... i feel like i shdn't even be where i am... coz i did nothing...
but Jesus did everything... and that qualified me...
i owe everything to Him... and because of Him... i gained more than the whole world... everything's gonna be good... doesn't matter if i do anything anot...
my O lv results are gonna be real good... and that's a fact... coz Jesus paid the ultimate price... so that i would emerge as more than a conqueror in all things...
yeah... i know i don't deserve it...
but i'm gonna get it anyway...
why shouldn't i? i am the beloved of Christ... it would be a miscarriage of justice not for me to prosper and win in ALL things...
coz Jesus has already paid my price... :wink:
undeserved sia... like everything that has ever happened to me...
God is good... yup...
i didn't deserve to be the top N level student... coz i studied for all my exams one day in advance...
but God was faithful...
i didn't deserve to get to sing in orchard...
i didn't deserve to get to sing on main stage...
in fact... i don't even deserve to be able to sing...
i'm not the best singer ard... i realise that... after singing together with ronnie, addy, sean and gerald...
in fact... if it wasnt for His grace... i'll still be as tone deaf as ever...
i didn't deserve to be a mighty man...
i didn't deserve to have LaoDa as my mentor...
look at me... this guy with the ultra colorful past...
if you knew me 6 years ago... you would cringe...
7 years ago... you wouldn't even wanna be associated with the likes of me...
but God is good... yeah...
there're so many things i wanna say... but if i do... it'll take me forever to type it out... *haha*
sometimes... i feel like i shdn't even be where i am... coz i did nothing...
but Jesus did everything... and that qualified me...
i owe everything to Him... and because of Him... i gained more than the whole world... everything's gonna be good... doesn't matter if i do anything anot...
my O lv results are gonna be real good... and that's a fact... coz Jesus paid the ultimate price... so that i would emerge as more than a conqueror in all things...
yeah... i know i don't deserve it...
but i'm gonna get it anyway...
why shouldn't i? i am the beloved of Christ... it would be a miscarriage of justice not for me to prosper and win in ALL things...
coz Jesus has already paid my price... :wink:
and though a thousand may fall... at my side...
02.22.05 (4:26 pm) [edit]
[i]I won’t be afraid anymore
Of the terrors by night
Or the arrow that flies by day[/i]
[b]And though a thousand may fall at my side
And though ten thousand may fall In Him I’ll put all my trust[/b]
[i]He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow
He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow[/i]
[i]I will hide in Your wings always
Your angels stand by to keep me in all my ways[/i]
[b]And though a thousand may fall at my side
I will say in Him I trust[/b]
[i]He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow
He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow[/i]
[b]And though a thousand may fall at my side
And though ten thousand may fall
I will say of the Lord
That in Him I put all my trust[/b]
[i]He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow
He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow[/i]
need I say anything else?
haha!
02.21.05 (6:46 pm) [edit]
oh man! i still dunno what to get for my 2nd tat!!! i'm officially stopping at 2...
and i'm either gonna get a musical note... a treble clef... or the word huper-nikao in greek on my shoulder... arrgh! please vote ppl! *laughs*
anywayz... i told the boss that i wanted to quit today... hahaz... and bei seemed in an unusually 'high' mood today *laughs*
yay! got talent scouted while working! but coz i was so flustered... i gave the guy my momster's number instead of my own! *haha*
results on friday! aiyah... dun care abt it lar... it's gonna be good... and yeah... even if i get 40 points... which i WON'T... i'll get less than 18 ok!!! everything's gonna turn out right... yup... i still have the huge A1 sized artboard that i wrote "6pts in Jesus' name!" on during my 'O's... yeah... *haha* i guess i did it to remind myself that Jesus would always be there for me... no matter what... yup... so... it's gonna be good! amen!
u know wad? i have no idea y i'm blogging today at all... nothing happened... *haha*
arrgh who cares? *haha* it's my blog and i can do wadeva i want with it!
HAHA!
*feeling ultra high today*
and i'm either gonna get a musical note... a treble clef... or the word huper-nikao in greek on my shoulder... arrgh! please vote ppl! *laughs*
anywayz... i told the boss that i wanted to quit today... hahaz... and bei seemed in an unusually 'high' mood today *laughs*
yay! got talent scouted while working! but coz i was so flustered... i gave the guy my momster's number instead of my own! *haha*
results on friday! aiyah... dun care abt it lar... it's gonna be good... and yeah... even if i get 40 points... which i WON'T... i'll get less than 18 ok!!! everything's gonna turn out right... yup... i still have the huge A1 sized artboard that i wrote "6pts in Jesus' name!" on during my 'O's... yeah... *haha* i guess i did it to remind myself that Jesus would always be there for me... no matter what... yup... so... it's gonna be good! amen!
u know wad? i have no idea y i'm blogging today at all... nothing happened... *haha*
arrgh who cares? *haha* it's my blog and i can do wadeva i want with it!
HAHA!
*feeling ultra high today*
friends...
02.19.05 (9:44 pm) [edit]
*haha*
Ian, Heng, LauDa, Bok, Dunstan, Antz, Niq, Merv, Immanuel... and everyone else who helped me pull thru my evil day...
thanks for being there when i needed u guys :wink:
i'll be there for u when u need me... that's for sure *smiles*
*haha*
i was just thinking... how come cliques never seem to last... maybe it's coz people change... they make new friends... move on... i guess that's how things work...
example... ian, kurifufu and i... 3 years ago we were "wear the same pants grow up" brothers... pardon the ah-bengness of that phrase... *haha* but now the 3 musketeers have become 2...
the B.O.B too... yeah sure there were a few internal struggles, miscommunications, and definately a few disagreements... but brothers are brothers... yet, these days, i rarely keep in touch with any of them, save a few, like ian, heng, cliff, jer... yeah... in fact... some guys, like mervyn and pangster have completely disappeared...
alan(i think most ppl don't remember him) once told me, "i'll be your armor bearer... u just have something about you that attracts people" yeah... i don't even see the guy anymore...
debz and i, used to call each other everyday, and talk till our ears dropped off... we rarely even say hi now...
the ex val, lizzie, yx, beccy, dora, asher, alan gang don't even seem to talk to each other anymore... well... maybe beccy and yx still do... and tchr liz, and tchr val too... but hey... i don't know a thing aboot that...
how about the original bunch of mighty men? i think i don't even talk to any of them anymore... maybe a hi, here and there... and maybe even a "hows life?" might pop up... but... hmm... yeah...
teenzeal during the first few years when i joined, was just one darn big clique... *laughs*
i mean if one person organises something, like ice skating... for sure... everyone would hear abt it within 3 days... and for sure everyone would be there...
well... everybody i knew from those days have either gone to campus, or just aren't close to me anymore...
except ian... *haha*
*haha* in fact... even the cliques i had in school don't seem to be communicating with each other anymore...
people change... and yeah... most friendships don't last forever... but hey... no man is an island...
and one thing i've learnt is to sow seeds into peoples lives...
not just as a leader... but as a friend :wink:
Lauda, Cliff, Vincent, Fee, Darren, Ian, Aslam... these are people that i will never forget... coz they sowed seeds of joy, friendship, and love into me... seeds that grew... and gave me the ability to sow the same seeds myself...
friendship isn't just about taking... but giving... i mean... what are friends for?
one day... most probably, you're gonna make new friends, join new cliques, draw away from the friends you had in the past... but... hey... why make that stop you from giving yourself a chance to change a life forever?
friend... it's time to see people as Jesus sees them... coz... not only will u make more friends... you'll keep more friends... sure... you might grow apart after awhile... but... if u treat people the way Jesus would... in your days of darkness... definately, there will be people that will be there for you...
i'm gonna end by quoting heng, "man isn't made to let go easily" and you don't know just how true that is... real friends don't forget each other... and the people that you see around you now... are those that are in the best position for God to use, to be a blessing to you in days ahead...
be blessed :D and be a blessing!
Ian, Heng, LauDa, Bok, Dunstan, Antz, Niq, Merv, Immanuel... and everyone else who helped me pull thru my evil day...
thanks for being there when i needed u guys :wink:
i'll be there for u when u need me... that's for sure *smiles*
*haha*
i was just thinking... how come cliques never seem to last... maybe it's coz people change... they make new friends... move on... i guess that's how things work...
example... ian, kurifufu and i... 3 years ago we were "wear the same pants grow up" brothers... pardon the ah-bengness of that phrase... *haha* but now the 3 musketeers have become 2...
the B.O.B too... yeah sure there were a few internal struggles, miscommunications, and definately a few disagreements... but brothers are brothers... yet, these days, i rarely keep in touch with any of them, save a few, like ian, heng, cliff, jer... yeah... in fact... some guys, like mervyn and pangster have completely disappeared...
alan(i think most ppl don't remember him) once told me, "i'll be your armor bearer... u just have something about you that attracts people" yeah... i don't even see the guy anymore...
debz and i, used to call each other everyday, and talk till our ears dropped off... we rarely even say hi now...
the ex val, lizzie, yx, beccy, dora, asher, alan gang don't even seem to talk to each other anymore... well... maybe beccy and yx still do... and tchr liz, and tchr val too... but hey... i don't know a thing aboot that...
how about the original bunch of mighty men? i think i don't even talk to any of them anymore... maybe a hi, here and there... and maybe even a "hows life?" might pop up... but... hmm... yeah...
teenzeal during the first few years when i joined, was just one darn big clique... *laughs*
i mean if one person organises something, like ice skating... for sure... everyone would hear abt it within 3 days... and for sure everyone would be there...
well... everybody i knew from those days have either gone to campus, or just aren't close to me anymore...
except ian... *haha*
*haha* in fact... even the cliques i had in school don't seem to be communicating with each other anymore...
people change... and yeah... most friendships don't last forever... but hey... no man is an island...
and one thing i've learnt is to sow seeds into peoples lives...
not just as a leader... but as a friend :wink:
Lauda, Cliff, Vincent, Fee, Darren, Ian, Aslam... these are people that i will never forget... coz they sowed seeds of joy, friendship, and love into me... seeds that grew... and gave me the ability to sow the same seeds myself...
friendship isn't just about taking... but giving... i mean... what are friends for?
one day... most probably, you're gonna make new friends, join new cliques, draw away from the friends you had in the past... but... hey... why make that stop you from giving yourself a chance to change a life forever?
friend... it's time to see people as Jesus sees them... coz... not only will u make more friends... you'll keep more friends... sure... you might grow apart after awhile... but... if u treat people the way Jesus would... in your days of darkness... definately, there will be people that will be there for you...
i'm gonna end by quoting heng, "man isn't made to let go easily" and you don't know just how true that is... real friends don't forget each other... and the people that you see around you now... are those that are in the best position for God to use, to be a blessing to you in days ahead...
be blessed :D and be a blessing!
=)
02.19.05 (12:06 am) [edit]
[i]I stand in awe of You
Holy One, Mighty God
I raise my hands to You
Awesome King, Mighty God
I will declare
Your Majesty and Glory in this place
Oh let Your Holy Spirit bring Your Glory to this place
I bow my head in reverence to You Mighty God
I will declare how wondeful and marvelous You are
I raise my hands to You my awesome King
I stand in awe of You....
In awe of You my God...[/i]
yay! it's finally over... Your Grace was there for me :wink:
thanks Jesus... ur grace pulled me thru...
Holy One, Mighty God
I raise my hands to You
Awesome King, Mighty God
I will declare
Your Majesty and Glory in this place
Oh let Your Holy Spirit bring Your Glory to this place
I bow my head in reverence to You Mighty God
I will declare how wondeful and marvelous You are
I raise my hands to You my awesome King
I stand in awe of You....
In awe of You my God...[/i]
yay! it's finally over... Your Grace was there for me :wink:
thanks Jesus... ur grace pulled me thru...
Your grace is there for me...
02.17.05 (7:05 pm) [edit]
[i]I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done.
I've never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of Calvary
Just to be with you, I'd do anything
There's no price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'd give everything
yes I'd give my life away.
I've heard it said that a man would swim the ocean
Just to be with the one he loves
All of those dreams are an empty emotion
It can never be done
I've never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea
I know that you don't understand
the fullness of My love
How I died upon the cross for your sins
And I know that you don't realize
how much that I gave you
But I promise, I would do it all again.
Just to be with you, I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay
Just to be with you, I gave everything
Yes, I gave my life away. [/i]
Jesus... help... i can't stop thinking bout her... and everytime her smile flashes past my mind, it hurts more...
everytime her laugh rings in my ears, it hurts more...
loving her... yet choosing to wait... hurts the most...
[i]*sigh*... LaoDa... i know u said i'm doing the right thing... but it's really beginning to hurt now... but... yeah... waiting time with the Lord isn't wasted time...[/i]
Jesus... give me the strength to hold on to You... and the courage to hold on to her...
You first loved me... was this how u felt on the cross? when u knew that i would run away from You? when You knew that i would spit in Your face? Jesus... it must have felt a million times more painful... but You kept holding on...
Your grace is there for me...
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done.
I've never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of Calvary
Just to be with you, I'd do anything
There's no price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'd give everything
yes I'd give my life away.
I've heard it said that a man would swim the ocean
Just to be with the one he loves
All of those dreams are an empty emotion
It can never be done
I've never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea
I know that you don't understand
the fullness of My love
How I died upon the cross for your sins
And I know that you don't realize
how much that I gave you
But I promise, I would do it all again.
Just to be with you, I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay
Just to be with you, I gave everything
Yes, I gave my life away. [/i]
Jesus... help... i can't stop thinking bout her... and everytime her smile flashes past my mind, it hurts more...
everytime her laugh rings in my ears, it hurts more...
loving her... yet choosing to wait... hurts the most...
[i]*sigh*... LaoDa... i know u said i'm doing the right thing... but it's really beginning to hurt now... but... yeah... waiting time with the Lord isn't wasted time...[/i]
Jesus... give me the strength to hold on to You... and the courage to hold on to her...
You first loved me... was this how u felt on the cross? when u knew that i would run away from You? when You knew that i would spit in Your face? Jesus... it must have felt a million times more painful... but You kept holding on...
Your grace is there for me...
happy valentines =)
02.15.05 (12:01 am) [edit]
thank you for everything... you are the warmest girl i know... the sweetest girl i know... the prettiest girl i know...
today might have been the last time i held u in my arms... the last time i held ur hand... maybe... maybe not...
i love you... and yeah... i know we aren't ready... not yet... right now... lets just put this "thing" on hold...
i don't know y i'm not crying right now... in fact... i'm smiling... i don't even know why i broke down yesterday...
then again... there are lots of things i do not know...
now isn't the time... for both of us... i'll wait... right now... lets just let Jesus love us yeah?
i'll wait... till the day that we're both ready... we'll know... and yeah... keep the letter i wrote for you yesterday... i'm pretty sure today won't be our last valentines...
till the day we're both ready...
Jesus will be our strength, now and forever...
thank you for giving me a chance to love you... to hold you... to confide in you...
this was the best valentines day i've ever had...
i love you...
-asher '14-2-2005'
today might have been the last time i held u in my arms... the last time i held ur hand... maybe... maybe not...
i love you... and yeah... i know we aren't ready... not yet... right now... lets just put this "thing" on hold...
i don't know y i'm not crying right now... in fact... i'm smiling... i don't even know why i broke down yesterday...
then again... there are lots of things i do not know...
now isn't the time... for both of us... i'll wait... right now... lets just let Jesus love us yeah?
i'll wait... till the day that we're both ready... we'll know... and yeah... keep the letter i wrote for you yesterday... i'm pretty sure today won't be our last valentines...
till the day we're both ready...
Jesus will be our strength, now and forever...
thank you for giving me a chance to love you... to hold you... to confide in you...
this was the best valentines day i've ever had...
i love you...
-asher '14-2-2005'
Jesus... you are my first love
02.14.05 (7:59 pm) [edit]
Ur my first love... you gave me life when i was nothing...
to save my life U gave ur own... You made me who i am today... You gave me strength when i was weak... You gave me hope when i was hopeless... You gave me light when i couldn't see... You held me up when i couldn't stand... before i could take my first step, You carried me...
the world will leave me... my friends might forsake me... she might walk away...
but Your love... it will never fail me... You woo'd me with a cross... for me You shed Your blood... to show that You loved me... You opened Your arms... and hung on that tree... with no hope, no friends, no light, no strength, no one, nothing... not even clothes to hide Your shame... no... not even the flesh on Your back...
everytime You wanted to give up... wanted to come down... wanted to defend Your right as The King... You thought of me... and held on...
for love never fails... Jesus... and You are love...
to save my life U gave ur own... You made me who i am today... You gave me strength when i was weak... You gave me hope when i was hopeless... You gave me light when i couldn't see... You held me up when i couldn't stand... before i could take my first step, You carried me...
the world will leave me... my friends might forsake me... she might walk away...
but Your love... it will never fail me... You woo'd me with a cross... for me You shed Your blood... to show that You loved me... You opened Your arms... and hung on that tree... with no hope, no friends, no light, no strength, no one, nothing... not even clothes to hide Your shame... no... not even the flesh on Your back...
everytime You wanted to give up... wanted to come down... wanted to defend Your right as The King... You thought of me... and held on...
for love never fails... Jesus... and You are love...
...
02.13.05 (12:01 pm) [edit]
you're right... lets leave it up to God...
lets live each day as it comes...
i'm sorry for being such a self centered ass...
thinking only of myself
it takes 2 hands to clap...
i'm but an imperfect man... forgive me...
i'll wait till the day you are ready...
grow old with me...
and if it was possible, i'll love you for more than eternity...
you mean more than the world to me...
lets live each day as it comes...
i'm sorry for being such a self centered ass...
thinking only of myself
it takes 2 hands to clap...
i'm but an imperfect man... forgive me...
i'll wait till the day you are ready...
grow old with me...
and if it was possible, i'll love you for more than eternity...
you mean more than the world to me...
haha... today was kinda fun
02.11.05 (11:42 pm) [edit]
had work today... wah lau.. damn farnie lar... i woke up at 8am.. and i was like.. SHEIT!! I'M LATE!!! so I took a cab down... *haha*
anyway... bei was like.. "aiyah.. sure can wan.. just pray!! I prayed for u already... can wanz.. sure wont late..." *laughs*
that was at 8.30.. i was supposed to be in caldecott by 8...
u know wad? when i reached... the store wasn't open..
then i recieved a call from the boss... and guess wad... i wasted $7.50... but i wasn't late... the shop was opening at 11am...
Oh well.. Daddy God has a sense of humour...
*haha* anyway... aft work... ian.. shaun and I went to *secret place* to rekkie coz i was gonna *secret stuffs* haha... oh well.. and aft that i met the choir ppl for dinner at the rice table... erm.. yeah at least that's what i think it's called...
*haha* okie.. the food was nice...
then we were gonna go karaoke'ing... but most of us hadta go home early... so we chilled at coffee bean instead...
*laughs*
oh man.. my toe hurts.. but... it's healed already... amen!!
anyway... bei was like.. "aiyah.. sure can wan.. just pray!! I prayed for u already... can wanz.. sure wont late..." *laughs*
that was at 8.30.. i was supposed to be in caldecott by 8...
u know wad? when i reached... the store wasn't open..
then i recieved a call from the boss... and guess wad... i wasted $7.50... but i wasn't late... the shop was opening at 11am...
Oh well.. Daddy God has a sense of humour...
*haha* anyway... aft work... ian.. shaun and I went to *secret place* to rekkie coz i was gonna *secret stuffs* haha... oh well.. and aft that i met the choir ppl for dinner at the rice table... erm.. yeah at least that's what i think it's called...
*haha* okie.. the food was nice...
then we were gonna go karaoke'ing... but most of us hadta go home early... so we chilled at coffee bean instead...
*laughs*
oh man.. my toe hurts.. but... it's healed already... amen!!
hee`
02.08.05 (6:53 pm) [edit]
oh manz... today was fun lar...
although it started off shakily... ^^ stupid fengshan ppl wanted a thorough investigation and i had to go down to HA office... manz.. kena tekan... poor edwin look like he was damn stressed lar... and bao looked like she was gonna cry... oh well... all's well that ends well =)
oh manz.. the florists at international plaza are sucky man... and the real good one at temasek tower ran outa flowers... *hee* made a stop at raffles before going on to somerset...
did u enjoy the movie? *haha* i must admit that i didn't really catch the story... prolly coz i was looking at u...*haha* ur really the sweetest, prettiest, "most retarded" girl i've ever known...*haha* don't forget to call when ur away k? i'll miss u...
anywayz... yeah! reunion dinner!! damn nice... my grandma's really a great chef! now i see where i get my genes from... *BHB alert*
yeah... gonnna spend the rest of the night playing the atari and watching VCD's with the uncles!! *hee*
Cherios ppl!
oh... and...
[b]BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR!!![/b]
although it started off shakily... ^^ stupid fengshan ppl wanted a thorough investigation and i had to go down to HA office... manz.. kena tekan... poor edwin look like he was damn stressed lar... and bao looked like she was gonna cry... oh well... all's well that ends well =)
oh manz.. the florists at international plaza are sucky man... and the real good one at temasek tower ran outa flowers... *hee* made a stop at raffles before going on to somerset...
did u enjoy the movie? *haha* i must admit that i didn't really catch the story... prolly coz i was looking at u...*haha* ur really the sweetest, prettiest, "most retarded" girl i've ever known...*haha* don't forget to call when ur away k? i'll miss u...
anywayz... yeah! reunion dinner!! damn nice... my grandma's really a great chef! now i see where i get my genes from... *BHB alert*
yeah... gonnna spend the rest of the night playing the atari and watching VCD's with the uncles!! *hee*
Cherios ppl!
oh... and...
[b]BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR!!![/b]
Jesus... be my strength...
02.05.05 (8:17 pm) [edit]
that's it... i've had enough trying to stand on my own... wadeva it is... i dun care anymore... Jesus... settle it for me...
everything...
i'm just gonna live it each day at a time...
everything...
i'm just gonna live it each day at a time...
HA 2005 FengShan P5 Camp!!
02.05.05 (12:41 am) [edit]
yeah... i finally got home... friggin tired...
oh manz... it was crazy i tell u... but fun... kinda almost lost my voice... *haha*
the kids were hyperactive and the teachers were... just plain insensitive.. pigheaded... and stupid... but... it all turned out well... Praise Jesus...
oh manz... on the first day, i met my grp, and yeah... it was friggin fun... getting them to bond was kinda hard... noticed a little leader in the making... Danial... real cool kid, not to say that the other kids weren't cool... but this kid was kinda special, just had this like leadership quality abt him... so i chose him to be the flagbearer...
anyway... we had amazing race on the 1st day... damn tiring... but real fun... was damn scared that i would lose some of them... *haha* and i had this kid called weixing in my grp... he has short term memory... so he kind of wandered off a few times...
the 2nd day wasn't as fun lar... but well, station games were... okie lets not talk bout the station games... rafting was kinda cool... although i cheated abit and swam the kids out to the rafting area instead of them using their own paddle power... *haha*
yeah anywayz... i had this bunch of girls following me ard and going, Tchr Ash!! Instructor Asher!! Asher GorGor!!! yeah... anyway... caixia and some other instructors were telling me that their kids told them i was handsome... yeah I know I am... *haha... oh my head's expanding*
Oh... alot of the kids were teasing me and caixia... *haha* they were like... caixia jie jie... who would u choose? Asher? or "some other kid"... oh manz... kids will be kids lar...
the last day was the killer... oh manz.... Rudi kinda had to see the doctor... and i had to take his grp... yeah... 40 kids... crazy... yeah and the press came... coz... some kid got hit by some falling object from the dorms... sheesh... they must have been desperate for a story... i mean some kid gets hit in the head and has to get 2 stiches is primetime news worthy!?!?!?!?
Stupid reporters...
Anyway... my team won 3rd prize!! yeah!! proud of them!! esp Danial, Shafiq, and Syafiq... anyway... the kids got to ask the instructors for their autographs b4 they went home... i signed for 30 mins man... hand tired... and I lost 3 pens... shoots... oh well... 5 gals came up to me and gave me letters... hmm... can't help it if i'm hot rite? *haha*
yeah... anyway... i'm damn tired now... gotta go sleep... think abt what bei said lar... anyway... i dun really care anymore... let it be lar... who cares...
i'm not gonna give up... you mean too much to me...
oh manz... it was crazy i tell u... but fun... kinda almost lost my voice... *haha*
the kids were hyperactive and the teachers were... just plain insensitive.. pigheaded... and stupid... but... it all turned out well... Praise Jesus...
oh manz... on the first day, i met my grp, and yeah... it was friggin fun... getting them to bond was kinda hard... noticed a little leader in the making... Danial... real cool kid, not to say that the other kids weren't cool... but this kid was kinda special, just had this like leadership quality abt him... so i chose him to be the flagbearer...
anyway... we had amazing race on the 1st day... damn tiring... but real fun... was damn scared that i would lose some of them... *haha* and i had this kid called weixing in my grp... he has short term memory... so he kind of wandered off a few times...
the 2nd day wasn't as fun lar... but well, station games were... okie lets not talk bout the station games... rafting was kinda cool... although i cheated abit and swam the kids out to the rafting area instead of them using their own paddle power... *haha*
yeah anywayz... i had this bunch of girls following me ard and going, Tchr Ash!! Instructor Asher!! Asher GorGor!!! yeah... anyway... caixia and some other instructors were telling me that their kids told them i was handsome... yeah I know I am... *haha... oh my head's expanding*
Oh... alot of the kids were teasing me and caixia... *haha* they were like... caixia jie jie... who would u choose? Asher? or "some other kid"... oh manz... kids will be kids lar...
the last day was the killer... oh manz.... Rudi kinda had to see the doctor... and i had to take his grp... yeah... 40 kids... crazy... yeah and the press came... coz... some kid got hit by some falling object from the dorms... sheesh... they must have been desperate for a story... i mean some kid gets hit in the head and has to get 2 stiches is primetime news worthy!?!?!?!?
Stupid reporters...
Anyway... my team won 3rd prize!! yeah!! proud of them!! esp Danial, Shafiq, and Syafiq... anyway... the kids got to ask the instructors for their autographs b4 they went home... i signed for 30 mins man... hand tired... and I lost 3 pens... shoots... oh well... 5 gals came up to me and gave me letters... hmm... can't help it if i'm hot rite? *haha*
yeah... anyway... i'm damn tired now... gotta go sleep... think abt what bei said lar... anyway... i dun really care anymore... let it be lar... who cares...
i'm not gonna give up... you mean too much to me...