Romanced by the King of All Ages

It’s been quite some time now…
But it seems like it was yesterday
It’s been quite a long time now
But it still hurts when I see you smile

It really wasn’t meant to be,
It was just one more illusion
It wasn’t really meant to be
You broke my heart…

I remember the times we spent together
I remember the times I took your hand
I remember the times
I remember the times
It hurt… yeah…
I wasn’t ready…

(acoustic)

I can’t believe that people can still comment that we’re perfect…
Don’t they know that like and like reflect…

(moderate up)

It really wasn’t meant to be,
It was just one more illusion
It wasn’t really meant to be
I broke my heart…

I was jaded from the start
It seemed that I thought I was ready
I just played with my own heart…
It broke again…
I wasn’t ready…

Some things only time can heal…
Maybe one day we can start for real…
Maybe not…

(acoustic)

I wasn’t ready…


I'm very sure that i'm not the first songwriter to write a song like that...
but hey... quoting LaoDa... "time will heal all wounds..."

Peace out people... Jesus Loves u! *grinz*

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything
Without a single word

Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows
You're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothin'
in this world I can't be
I never know what you see but there's
somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you
Touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock
Make time stand still
Cause baby this is just the way
I always wanna feel

Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows
You're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothin'
in this world I can't be
I never know what you see but there's
somethin' in the way you look at me

I don't know how I
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time

Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows
You're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothin'
In this world I can't be
I never know what you see but there's
somethin' in the way you look at me

The way you look at me

oh gawsh... i've been too tired to blog recently...
*laughs* anyway...

thursday`
i had training in kranji sec... crazy manz... the kids were super ultra unresponsive... well... except one anyway... nvm lar...
coz after that was instructor's nite out!!! wah so fun!!! *haha*
well.. we were supposed to meet at 7.30 at orchard stn lar.. but as usual... everyone was late... ahh... *haha*
well... when most of us finally reached... we went down to marche for dinner... the guys were bugging bao on the way... haha... and pretty eyes got "radio tuned" by her... haha!!!
(ooh and i met romer, jeff and some others at marche)
And for some reason! EVERYONE ate rosti!!!!! *haha* so funny!!!
aft dinner.. we went to cine to watch movie... but sadly... there weren't any tics left lar... *haha*
so we ended up taking TONS of spastic pics...
erm... why don't i just link over to veron's stash...
*haha*
well... we finally made our way over to marina gv for the last show... miss congeniality 2... well.... the show was okay... veron was like... "SHE'S SUCH A BABE!!!"
haha... silly girl...
had a super great time lar... love those guys alot!
anywayz.... i reached home at abt 4 lar... tired!!!

friday`
woke up at 9... super tired lar.. hahah... but well...
anywayz.. i went over to sabby's house to cook lunch for everyone... was super fun too lar...
but i was concussed half of the time on my new favourite chair... *haha*
anywayz... went over to bok's house to nuah` aft that... oh.. her room fan is scary... *laughs*
and i left my phone at sabby's place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well... stayed over at ian's house with tigger...
and i subconsciously beat them up in my sleep *haha*

today!
beach day!!! so fun... haha...
waterbomb fight!!!
oh yah.. i met one of my students at macs... but haiz he gave me the wrong email addie... aww well.. if i added all my students my msn would be flooded...
well... got a ride home in charity's dad's car...
favour! praise Jesus!!! hahaha...

happy! church tml too!!!!
aww but got work on monday.. gotta go back office and get the vidcam.... haiz.. i want camp!!!!!!!!!

muahaha! so fun... leadership camp... thank God i had a real good group this camp man... even without me, they were able to win first prize :lol:
had alot of super enthu ppl in the group, nana, gerry, gervais, su-ann, amos... and many more lar...
praise Jesus... zhai!!!
oh man... i got some really wierd tanlines now lar... sian!!

and u know what? all of us got to ride the LAST monorail in sentosa!!! ever!!! super blessed man...

haha... actually i'm lazy to blog abt everything that happened... well... haha... so it's for me to know... and for u to find out!

edwin gonna go army.... so sad... nvm nvm... he has favour! 8)

today was my last dare... yeah... love that place alot... but hey... it's time to move on... i've been there for 6+ years already... and yeah... memories are sweet... i'll never forget them...

youth explosion...
all the beach days...
teenzeal svc in old church office...
passion camp...
the many many ice skating trips...
the mighty men meetings...
serving in video/OHP...
being lauda's adc...
JIAH camp...
teenzeal svc in room 325...
no greater love camp...
serving with the crew...
the many many roller blading trips...
the outings that i organised...
caregroup...
JCIY camp...
hanging out with the B.O.B.
tag team crapping with jer...
eating steamboat and bowling at marina bay...
playing soccer with lauda and the gang...
playing bball with pastor lawrence and the gang...
preparing for camp with my groups...
evangelion camp...
and many many many more....

but a new season has come... a new start...
it's time to move on...

memories will always be there... embedded in my heart :wink:

joshua and caleb have finally gone into their promised land :wink:
i've seen the ministry grow... so much... from 8 to abt 400... change from teenzeal to dare... move from church office to 6th floor...

cool man... so cool...

i am so gonna rock campus :wink:
i'm not gonna go in and look like a newbie... i'm gonna go in guns ablaze... clothed with His shakaina glory... like the mighty man i am... and He's gonna use me mightily...

no worries... no cares... Jesus is with me yeah?

*haha* tired... but damn high...
love the sch, love the kids, tchrs are kewl, love my grp... what more can i say? *hahaha*

it was kinda rushed though... planned a skit for campfire night... but had no time so we did the titanic song...

*haha* yeah! won prize again! ^^ happy... *haha*
favoured man... i got a good group :wink:

one thing though... their f.a.p.'s SUCK!!! aiyoh... who ever heard of an f.a.p. without antiseptic... aiyoh... somemore i left my own kit in camp and brought one of the f.a.ps then i stepped on a fire ant nest... sheit... *haha*

anyway... i saw bok and some other DARErs taking their first camp as instructors... and it's AHS lar... i didn't get to talk to the students...
edit edit: the teachers aren't that bad... new conclusion... after getting to talk to a few of them...

*haha* i feel quite sorry for kenneth and nicole... gotta work twice as hard... nvm nvm... favour :D

camp on monday!!! St Hilda's...
just love my job man...

edit: 12 mar 2005...

oh guess what? i got called back to camp on the 10th... *haha*
and guess again! kent and eileen got called back too!

woah... when i was walking over to the campsite, i could STILL smell the forest! and i could hear the grps cheering! amazing...
*haha*
wah lau... but... the moment i stepped into campsite...
i had 2 fever cases straight away... *diaong*

nvm nvm...

AHS... gotta be... the best bunch of campers i've ever ever ever "times 10 to the power of 4" taken!!!

*haha*
note to kent: I got more post-its than u!!!! *bleah*

went to guangyang sec today... DISC-SS...
the kids were ultra noisy lar... *haha*
well... it was a n(a) class... so no surprises there...
kinda reminded me of my own class... *haha*

wah... i always thought that girls were always more quiet in class compared to guys... i was wrong man...
they are 10x noisier!! *haha*
they were kind of teasing each other and daring one another to ask me for my number... damn funny... *haha* then they were like ultra loud lar... kinda obvious that i would hear rite? aiyoh...

anyway... i tripped in class... i was walking over to settle a dispute between 2 guys... then i tripped on the stairs...
that kinda just stopped the fight anyway... *haha*

so embarrasing!!

aft class... the girls came over and asked me for my email and stuffs... yeah... joanne came at the nick of time and saved my butt by giving them the company email... thank God... but i let them take a photo of me lar... :wink: wouldn't hurt anyway...

met ian and daryl after work for dinner...
then we went to hm arcade...
and i played ghost squad for the first time... *haha*
quite fun....
then i realised... i got a pile of ev forms to settle... a BIG pile... 300 of them... yah... *hai*

heck i'm doing them tml... dun care... too tired.... *haha*