Romanced by the King of All Ages

i woke up super early, thought that i was late... wasted 8 bucks on a super slow cab... and... realised that there was no class...

ARRRRGGGHHH!!!!

so buggersome!!!

1. [b]Move out[/b] i can't goddamn stand that ringing in my ears anymore... and no it's not the light... God knows... it takes every ounce of self restraint not to swear everytime a certain someone steps into my hearing-space. and if i don't soon... you might see the headlines... "Man killed _____ and desecrated body... then grinded the remains and dumped them in the longkang"

2. [b]Pay my stupid school fees[/b] for goodness sakes... why do they have to make poly students pay so darn much?

3. [b]Buy new shoes[/b]... have you ever stepped into a puddle with a ginormous hole in your shoe?

4. [b]Buy a laptop[/b] it'll help when i move out...

5. [b]Pay my phone bills[/b]... again, smth that a certain someone shd do. since that certain someone owes me ****loads of money, and that damn person got me into this ****ing mess in the first place...

6. [b]Ask Daddy for more grace, yea more grace[/b]... this one i'm constantly doing... yea... coz i need it so badly that without it i would have crucified someone and enjoyed every second of it... and i won't be able to cope with my multiple jobs too...

7. [b]Buy new clothes[/b] i only have one pair of jeans left... why do clothes cost so damn much?

8. [b]need grace[/b]
9. [b]need grace[/b]
10. [b]need grace[/b]
i need it damn badly la... heck la... i know the promises are real, but smths its very very hard to keep standing.

but hey, it's almost over... that damn bug S.A.Tan's thrown almost everything it has in it's limited mini arsenal at me and i'm still standing...
"lambano"ing Daddy's promises and the truth that everything's been paid for...
thankful that i have that 5 bucks in my wallet, and 2.50 in my bank account...
"holey" shoes to wear, and that single pair of jeans in my closet... the jackets hanging on the wall, a phone that still works, a great looking watch and several not so great looking ones...
a grandma that loves me, friends that i can count on...
the best job in the world next to going fulltime, an excellent boss(that lets me sleep in the office *haha* )
a good voice to praise Him with, the annointing to speak and ppl will listen... legs and hands to play bball...
a head to play monopoly with... eyes with perfect vision to watch tv...
thankful for bank loans, or they would have kicked me outa sch... work shirts that i can go to work with, the basketball shoes that i bought frm ray many yrs ago, the fact that ray's gonna return me my phone tml... so i can sell it... *haha*
and so many more things... but most of all...
grateful for the cross... and the One who died on it so that i could have much more to come...
:wink:

ok... the title's misleading... *haha*
Just feel real guilty for not blogging for ages...
*haha* pay $19.90 per year... mightaswell use it rite?

anyways... watched "dogtown" with sj last week... right after a horribly disappointing training session... *haiz* i need to buck up!!! anyways, i'm now HATC's one and only primary sch trainer... ARRGH!!
*envisions money flying out of my wallet*
better do more camps sia!! Daddy will provide la... *haha* if i can't believe that, i don't have nothing left...

"dogtown" was ok la.. 3[image]musicmonkay_88922 4189.gif[/image]'s, but the camera work was nauseating. made me super giddy manz...

well, that's kinda all i remember doing last week...
*haha*
went to k-box with sanipher today. oh mann, there's something abt going to k-box that compromises one's voice. it just might be that little bowl of snacks in the middle of the table, then again, it might have smth to do with the amt of that stuff i eat... i ate [b]3 bowls[/b]!!
sanipher had to leave early, her friends bought her tix to some movie she didnt wanna watch...

back to the title...
*finally!* WHAT ON EARTH IS SO WRONG WITH EVERYONE ELSE!?!?
why must 9/10th of the ppl that walk the planet stereotype everyone else!? i'll give you a few examples...
teenagers under 16 are "gee na" without a shred of maturity in them
malays can't run to finish the race
ah-bengs are stupid, abnormal, and will end up in jail sooner or later
ite students are bengs, lians, or otherwise just damn stupid

come on la! please look at the important side of life!? people and relationships!?
I work with youths! Most of my good friends are youths! and please... if anyone is inmature, its the ppl that stereotype them! come on la! what is it abt "growing up" that ppl must find some uncontrollable urge to resist fun, relaxing and knowing when to have it and when not to!? is money all that important? is "looking good" in front of your peers that important? for crying out loud! nobody gives half a damn about how you look, how freakin "mature" you are, and how the whole damn world revolves around your ego!
tell you the truth... they just want you for who you are! as a friend dammit!

and malays! what is it abt them? just because they know how to relax! and thats one thing everyone else can learn from them! eh! many of my good friends are malays, and when it comes to finishing the race, a malay beat me, the top N'lv student, when it came to the O'Lvs!! i'm not putting a feather in my cap, and for those who read this, and think that, frankly, i don't give a damn abt how ppl think...

I used to be what you would call a "beng" after sch *if i even did go in the first place* i would hang outside macs, and smoke, fight and stuff.... i walked on glass to leave that lifestyle, some scars are still there. But sometimes i think that leaving that life wasn't really the right choice, because, in that world, there wasn't anything such as backstabbing, there was brotherhood, "i'll take the parang in the back for you, you'll take that bullet for me"... when nobody cared when it was my birthday, my friends called me down saying there was a fight, but then surprised me with a birthday cake, even though all of us were flat broke!
ah bengs will end up in jail? look at me... am i in jail? am i doing smth useful with my life? i'm a top student, studying business in a good school, and i was and probably still am singapore's youngest trainer... again... if you think i'm putting a feather in my own cap, i'm just using myself as an example... there are many other ppl just like me, who "studied" in that "school", and just like me, they learnt what friendship, loyalty, brotherhood. and family meant...

about ITE students, just read my last post... many of my friends and students are from the ite's... it's not something to look down at... because, when push comes to shove, they are the ones who know whats important in life... not all that "glitzy" stuff that everyone wants...

please for goodness sake... if you can call yourself a christian, see ppl just as Christ see's you? if you aren't, life still will seem alot less complicated if you would just cherish the important things... the ppl ard you...

what's so hard abt believing in the words of others?
what's so hard in seeing the best that ppl can be?
If Jesus could die for you... i don't see why you can't at least see the fact that ppl are worth so much more than you imagine them to be!

now thats off my chest... i feel alot better... *haha*